My Addiction

I need this solitude

i am addicted to it.

Here i float in this Smokey blue sky

floating through dimensions

drifting away from reality

not towards space nor dimensions

nor to the unknown

not knowing how it will all end

i try not to worry

as my feet is no where on the ground

i try to throw the worry away

it falls down to earth and shatters

away into a million pieces

and i look on as they all float away.

leave behind the factors

that bind me to reality,

the emotions and flow.

what is real? i ask

if the concept of belief is taken away

who am i? i ask

if the I in me is taken away.

i let these questions fly

i smile as they fly

but for now

i need this solitude

to float away

to just fly away.

i need this solitude

It is my addiction

Its Alright

I wonder, wonder again and after a long time of wondering i have reached to the realization that at the end of the day, everything is alright. You be a bitch, may be an asshole, you can be a cheat, you may be a liar. At the end of the day/month/year or the moment, its all absolutely okay.

I wonder if its this society i live in or the country i live in, that everything is acceptable & accepted sooner or later. The conversations/preaching that follow are even strang-er!

The few bits i know are simple. One chapter closes, to mark the end. Stupidity is intolerable. A dislike can never be enforced into a like. One's opinion is one's own. The further one stays away from the undesired, the more satisfied one feels. Success is a state of mind. Its alright to want something. Its alright to not want something. Its alright to refuse. Its alright to be the way one wants and with the people one wants. Its alright to not forgive, to never forget. Its alright to just be oneself.

At the end of the day, everything is alright. As long as you like it, its alright :)

Our lives end the day we become silent about the things that matter

Never hesitate to think free, to breathe your thoughts out into the world for what defines us as human is our ability to think, to think and react and understand and think the way we understand the world. 

So think, think free, think with a love, think with a vengeance, think with no fear with no boundaries, the world might shun you out for your thoughts. They may call you insane and burn in their stakes or put you behind bars to silence your thoughts but yet never stop to think, never hesitate to think free. 

Think for the progress of mankind, think for the freedom and liberation of our souls or go beyond that. For the day we stop thinking free and mark boundaries for our thoughts would mark the beginning of the end of mankind.

Freedom to think, freedom to be heard. Your voice maybe mute but your thoughts aren’t, you maybe a common man because your have been told to be, to think like a common man. Haven’t you ever wondered if the thoughts you think are manipulated? Haven’t you thought ever that your very thoughts, the very process of your thinking have been mislead by the propaganda machine of media.

I believe no one has the right to guide my thoughts that allow me to reach conclusions, however mundane it maybe because they are my thoughts the essence of my freedom to be who I want to be, I believe everyone has the right to think free to choose the way they wish to think. 

So I ask you, No I request you, No I Command you to break the shackles that hold your thoughts back. Break them and allow yourself to think free again, after all freedom is nothing but just a state of mind. You might ask me on what divine right ordained to me do I have the right to command you to think free? 

I say, humbly it’s the same divine right ordained to you to ask me that very question, So I ask you in final, are you free? Are your thoughts free to think the way you want to think? If freedom is just a state of mind, are you free?

A Fairytale

I waited,paused

little by little

darkness surrounds

alone in the forest

I walk

"what are you waiting for?

the sun is setting"

hark(listen)

I waited, paused

no one around me

Nothing happened

the birds sang no more

the sky was blue no more

darkness everywhere

I waited, paused

"what are you waiting for?

the sun has set"

the voice again

hark

I waited, paused

no one around me

no stars in the sky

no moon singing tonight

no hope in the air

i have lost my way

alone,cold,sweating with fear

i waited, paused

alone in the forest

i hark

"what are you waiting for?"

the question again

no reply, i gave.

my fear made

shapes in the dark

my eyes betray me

fireflies from nowhere

light up the sky

yellow light everywhere

the question again

"what are you waiting for?"

i hark

the hoofs

a uniconin yellow

the fireflies danced

a god for the lost

stood by the oak

and smiled at me

she spoke, thee

"what are you waiting for?"

"the yellow sun

i answered"

"lost are you?how long?"

she asked

the unicon

oh!what beauty!she is

"yes,for long"

my fear ebbed away

the fireflies

danced around me

"sleep for now

the yellow shall rise

waste your fear

for am here"

and she smiled

i sat under the oak

the soft grass under me

the pixies sang for me

her hoofs played drum

i slept for long

no dew sat on me

i slept for long

the cool breeze

sunrise has come

the yellow smiled at me

but the unicorn was gone

the firelies

the pixie were gone

i asked the oak

to say my thanks

the oak danced in reply

"yes,i shall"with the wind

i walked back home.

safe and sound.

The Silence of God

where has she gone?

asked the land,parched and thirsty

to the sky thirsty and blue

no answer came,no monsoon came

where has she gone ?

asked the child,his lips parched,thirst in his throat

to his mother thirsty and weak

no monsoon came but an answer came

"she has gone far away to wet the lands

to turn leaves green,to feed the rivers

she is on gods command

for god alone commands"

where has she gone

asked the child with his hands towards the sky

with thirst in his throat

to the sun scorching and merciless

no answer came and he couldn't hide

the dry grass and the ribbed cows looked to the sky

in the yellow of the sun they waited

not a cloud any where the sun couldn't hide

no water anywhere the sky remained silent

she then came dancing to the drums of angles

pouring rains mingled with love from her bosom

but she was late for the land ate the child

the land was no longer thirsty for tears can quench thirst

the child died of thirst and his lips were parched

his mother sat by his grave drenched in her rain

she remained silent,no answer came

god remained silent no answer came

Bi Spectacled

Bi spectacled she sits there alone

slightly out of her mind

lost from reality,forever

i cried out to her

"oh lady in green

why sit alone there?

come lets make merry"

she looked at me smiling

her bi spectacles shining

happy that i asked her

happy that i woke her

and she tells me

"i am fine,alone"

and she sits there still.

her smile remain frozen in me

her lost mind

bi spectacled she sits there alone

still smiling

bi spectacles shining

happy that i asked her

happy i tried to wake her.